LifE is BeauTIfUL

2009-04-01T17:44:00.000-07:00

Wake up in tHe morning with a wierd dream. here goes, im in school, break time in the canteen. found a bird, a small yellow parrot clipping on my hand and it flies. it was raining and it waited for me on a branch of a tree in the rain so that i can bring it home. AWWWW.. go back to class. teacher is teaching difficult maths. teacher ask me to bring towels 5 towels to be exact. i search in the whole school. and manage. munch something along the way and saw the principal. couldnt talk since my mouth is full. say bye. wanted to talk abt the schools progress. go back to class. then finish class and after that i dreamt abt AVATAR. wat the fcuk. right. crazy dream i have one.

okay tts all. hehe

2009-04-01T17:42:00.000-07:00

BACk !!! hey guys and gals im back.. sorry for at absent. but gona blog regularly now. hehe

heyaa

2009-02-18T16:48:00.000-08:00

hey there!,, well it seems so long since i blog anything. well life sofar have been busy filled with guilt, sorrow and at the same time happiness and joy too.

work took lotsa of toll on me. got ups and downs there. expectation is high and time is limited with so many hubbies to take care. is it fair? is it noble? why work so hard to earn that much? why when u help,ppl tend to think it is no enough?? there is so many question. i asked myself these. but when i woke in the morning to work, i always think safe for hubbies but sometimes under some cicumstances it wont allowed it. why?? they say a nurse is an angel! but why ppl dunt understand that we are humans.. we are not born from another human. not god. we have feelings and desires. we make mistake. we miscomunicate. and some ppl think it is so easy to be an angel.

yup crap abt it. anyway celebrate my 23 birthday wif some1 special and close. juz the 2 of us is enough. hehe u know who u are? love u so much. i treasure u.

i will do my best to update alrite. hehe

2009-01-11T18:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

well its belated lah. pls accept my apology coz i dunno why, i have been busy for nothing. neh busy with work and a new sport which i took. yes. haha update u guys soon. and my birthday is COMING!!!

2008-12-24T16:55:00.000-08:00

MerRY XMAS everyone haha i cant wait to go to kim;s party!!! but sob im sad coz im working afternoon shift today.

SCM

2008-12-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

Standard Chartered Marathon

last sunday is such a memoriable and one of the most experience moments in my life. other than school, army and worklife, this seperates everything. this day also make me realise lotsa of things about myself which i doubt it sometimes.

for those whom have not try running or wanna start, well i think you should. you will not regret it in the end. go and join marathons and theres lotsa of them coming up. for me, i never run to win however i want to challenge the impossibilities. My first 42km run and my ever first MARATHON. pls it is my first. from the begining i vow myself to train for this run and keep training untill the race day comes.

honestly i did spend quite a sum of money on seeing the podiatrist, Dr tye and buying 2 shoes, race and training shoe. did buy some other stuffs like pouch and medication. and i train hard at east coast, my running route from marsiling to yishun or bishan with kim and vince . hitting gyms to train my trunk and arms. everything means nothing now coz it is worth doing every single bit of it.

i could still remember 5 days before the race day, hanns told me to run a full km and let my body remember the pain. and i did. i hit 42km before the race day. the pain is so excruciating and i told myself i cant let my body take over me. i feel like crying and i scream in pain inside. when that happens, it start raining and im running in the rain. SObSOb.. my hamstrings and calf frozen like the ice. my body fill with heat. worst still i got to work the next day.

the race day comes. well WOW it is so damn crowded, all of us look like a colony of ants in birds eye view. haha will post the experience on the race day later with pics. hehe..

i would like to give my blessings to hanns, kimberly, vince and jai.. also for those whom support me in anyways. thanks yup thanks to my friends at work for wishing me good luck like Tini, kak sah, wani, izumi, aNNA and etc. well i did have an experience time of my life.

2008-11-25T18:06:00.000-08:00

OMG SCM is juz a week more. and im trying my best to hit my 3/4 of 42km before the marathon. well im planing to run this friday morning at East Coast Park. haha if any of u guys gg there to run WELL c yaa man.. do come and drop to say hi to me..

2008-11-11T06:28:00.000-08:00

i would like to thank my special love ones, family and friends whom have encourage me thus far. everything happen for a reason in this life. their encouraging and comforty words lighten my darkest mind which somehow is still dwelling on what had happen.

with love and god bless.

2008-10-26T18:31:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA tRiP

first and foremost i would like to thank hanns for allowing me to take a breather before i start work. thanks so much for the trip eventhough it is not overseas or anything luxurious.

well this pic's were taken at our trip to; sentosa.. haha i have a few more pictures but post it later. we went to various places at sentosa. not much thoug but i still got my dream achieved on that day. well i got to touch the dolphins. wow i know they are ugly unlike their other cousins, the bottlenose dolphins. but having them is such a bless.

i read in journals that humans do therapy with the dolphins to promote recovery thus healing. and dolphins by nature is one of the most intelligent creatures around.

i manage to get close to them for FREE!! but actually nothing is for free. look at the pics lah. i need to do some hulla before meeting them upclose.

the me touching hanns. haha shes called hanns too.

before touching hanns i need to do some hulla. so malu lah. tourist take photos of me.

intelligent creature indeed.

me looking back at them after the whole experience.

now this pic is taken at underwater world. watch out for the next post. haha

2008-10-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to

claps please ;)

STEVEN well u turn 21 on the 24/10

today i somehow rush down to steven birthday party thinking that i was late but i was i awe.

when i reached, wahliao there like pratically no1 there. so "malu" am i too early or the other guests/friends is late. anyway it is too troublesome to think abt them. and i was honoured to be served by the birthday boy and get to eat first. haha

anyway to steven;

hey dude good luck in everything u do! may ur 21 wish comes true. and take care. thanks for the friendship you have given me for the past years. gay but true.

years of friendship, may it last

i didnt stay long coz im meeting hanns later. haha too bad i had to leave early. i got bcls the stupid kiss of life. omg but i pass. as usuall guys always do compression better than ladies. poor thing when i saw my frnds suffering and pumping their ass out to the stupid lifeless human.

2008-10-21T08:10:00.001-07:00

Melissa Etheridge

(a cancer survivor beautiful song she wrote about her journey. i really think it is meaningful and tells us how fragile our life is. take care people)

It's been years since they told her about it

The darkness her body possessed

And the scars are still there in the mirror

Everyday that she gets herself dressed

Though the pain is miles and miles behind her

And the fear is now a docile beast

If you ask her why she is still running

She'll tell you it makes her complete

I run for hopeI run to feel

I run for the truth

For all that is realI run for your mother

your sister your wifeI run for you

and me my friend

I run for life

It's a blur since they told me about it

How the darkness had taken it's toll

And they cut into my skin and they cut into my body

But they will never get a piece of my soul

And now I'm still learning the lesson

To awake when I hear the call

And if you ask me why I am still running

I'll tell you I run for us all

I run for hopeI run to feel

I run for the truthFor all that is real

I run for your mother your sister your wifeI run for you

and me my friend:

I run for life

And someday if they tell you about it

If the darkness knocks on your door

Remember her remember me

We will be running as we have before

Running for answers

Running for more

2008-10-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

tOdaY is uneXpectedLY BuSy

well today is such a hectic day for me and for my friends too. firstly its monday secondly, hmm there is no secondly apparently. everything is un-planned and my shift starts in the middle of business. it is like stuck in the middle of the WAR!!!! CHIONG!! section straight ahead, enemy behind tree, bla bla bla..

worst still i come to realise it. it is not my work which is busy but its the people whom we are working with make the PLACE likE THE WET MARKET.. thus busy.

Dr's and nurses alike. goodness. the dR's are make the condition so LIFE TREATENING but actualy in real fact it is not. CALM down. well please dunt think im bias. well the nurses too. working in a women LINE, it is kinda of difficult to understand ladies. they are like fruit u see. some are sour while others are sweet. they are fragile and their lips are the most powerful tool. dunt get me wrong, some love to nag, complain and hmm talk more. but i definitely appreciate the sweets one. yummy..

well thoug todays experience is terrible but i always look forward for tomorrow. i really do. tomorrow is a new day. and i hope it is much calmer and peaceful than today. be well and tAke CAre..

2008-10-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

sori lah i hate wearing uniform, so i decided to bring only the TOP for the photo session. haha

HAHA taking photos for the company.. look i make new friends from other countries.!!! look above. oh yeah the second pic this gal wants a boyfnd? any takers?

2008-10-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

SeLAmAT HarI RayA (PART 1)

muslims all over the world celebrate our victory of fasting in the month of ramadan and welcoming syawal. in the last month, we endure and refrain ourself from eating and drinking in the day. these days is fill with spritual activities not even in the day but we do go for terawikh (optional but best to go). its because the one, tells us this holy month is worth more than a thousand months of praying. this month is a holy month indeed. not only hunger is tested but even the human will and patient too.

well when syawal comes, we pray in the morning at the mosque. after that, we would gather everyone and ask mainly for forgiveness for our sins, our words and our actions towards our mums. dad, brothers and sisters. (depends on thier prefernce)

then, we sit at the dining table and EAT ALL THE rendang ketupat and serondeng!! for those readers whom dunno what is this. well it is a common dish to have. rendang well u guys should know.. ketupat is the diamond shape fill with rice, juz like lontong!!.. serondeng, it is make from coconut with spice. its usually orange in colour. go check it out.

can see the rendang?? the OILy stuffs.

family having the famous dishes. haha
haha mum, wah she soo hungry
family potrait

see this is candid, my mum adjusting her GOLDS.,. haha

2008-09-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

Aunty rosie was the event manager for her church fun fair last sunday. well i did have a great time spending time with them. too bad im fasting if not, i would be able to eat aunty rosie's cooking. haha YUM YUM.. thanks kim for inviting me.. great experience and definitely is an eye opener for me. eventhoug i attend to the same event last few years at the same church.

kudos to them and i hope their goals for this event is met..

2008-09-20T08:18:00.002-07:00

NurSES @ wORk

haha well dunt come and tell me that u need to be a female to be a nurSE!!! im gonna hang u upside down. but anyway i started working for the past 2 weeks as a nurse,. WAH damn shag ler, doing shift work, answering call bells, taking reports and updating my charts for the kings of the medical field= DOCTORs.. NurSes are the Queens.. sound so WRONG.. bleah

but i have been welcomed by nurses of TTSH warmly and encouragingly. my frnds at work is so much fun to work with and they make me feel that losing touch for 2 years is not a problem. they teach and show me the way back to nursing life. OMG sound so holy and noble. haha im looking forward to work everyday and learn as much as i can. ThaNKS GuYs,.. pls keep the fun and great place to work in, ALIVE..

ps would personally thanks to my preceptor for enduring my cocky blur face everyday.. Shes a patient woman with a big hearT. thanks Snr AN Sarimah.

we heal with our hands and smiles...=)

2008-09-14T03:55:00.001-07:00

Kallang-Payar Lerbar Expressway

South-East Asia’s longest underground road tunnel

as you know we singaporeans live in a country who wants to be NUMBER 1 in everything from the first highest man-made waterfall in asia, if u dunt know i think so too.. at jurong bird park, or the one of the kind water fall platform for the NDP. or be number 1 in the Q, in the pc shows.. haha everything number one.

but let us go with the flow. well KPE 10km run is quite an exprience for me becoz it is my first ever run competitively i have ever done. well obviously kimmi and vince would say,"yeah rite!" but it is true and nothing but the truth. i went together with wei chong, one of my ns mates. yup miss them too actually.

how was the exprienced like?? hmm let imagine running without music or any form of entertainment except the ones running..quite boring.. when i look left, its the wall when i look right haiz the wall again.. and it is so stuffy especially when u are reaching ur 7km run.. the heat is taking the toll on u. and as for me it do really because im fasting too.

as expected i did manage to run as usual and with the timing of less than 45mins. haha well just 10km but i did wait for weichong.. he damn slow lah.. haha..

heres the pics

ps we actually didnt bring our belongings to the run becoz quite heavy and bulky. we went to the nearest stadium to grab our lockers.

the first thing i saw in the FREE fun packs- a DRInk which i cant take it.

wei chong and his attire. army SHOTS again..

testing my camera haha i mean omnia. haha

crazy guy take photos with eyes closed

after i meet kim and hanns at towm damn SHAG.. im thirsty and all tired off. haha went hope and my bro wanted to see the CHEAPO FUN PACK

inside the fun pack- 1) lantern shape of a balls i cant imagine people run with this ball shape lantern i already carry 2 balls and run why must carry more!!!!

2) why would they ever want to give cold/warm pack!!!

3) i love this FAN very cool....

my bro accidently dislorge the ball from the light bulb.. argh.

oh and lastly theres a lotsa of other CRAPPY stuffs. well it FREE anyway. cant expect much haha

2008-09-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

TrAininG to Be SOldier,

Fight For LanD....

Once in OuR life

2 yEars of our Time....

wahliao guys if u remember this is, it reminds u of the days in the army. this song is stuck in my mind right now. well i ord last week and transition from army to civilian life is easy for me but i wonder what are the rest doing? we used to curse and swear upon our ancestors why do we have to serve. wasting our 2 years while the female in the civilain life takes on the challenge in workforce/study life and move forward. guys we are lack behind due to this service we pledge to do.

for those who are reading this and have yet serve your NS well good luck and may the force be with you.. others who have will shout ORD orh.. so common and i wonder how they keep this tradition of saying "ORD WOR!!"alive till today. u will face uncertainty and anxiety when you first do your confinement (unless if ure not posted to ARMY, lucky you) but dont worry. you are still in the island and what my CO always say;"every training will come to an end." haha yup..i always keep that in mind.

after 3 days at work, i felt that my experience there is worthwhile. i got ladies showing temper at me for no reason. well no problem man, im so used to mens showing off temper too. well it somehow make us stronger and its NOTHING compare to army days. civilian life is simple depends on yourself. me i mean. haha

alrite today afternoon shift. will have to get ready

GOOD DaY

ps i hope my army mates is doing fine. and if any1 of u guys visit my blog pls do say hi at CbOx and also thanks to handsome vince whom add these programmes to my blog to make it more livelier. haha

2008-09-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

JOIN THE RUN WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND HELP RAISE FUNDS FOR CANCER RESEARCH IN SINGAPORE

Date: 05 Oct 08

Venue: Casuarina Grove @ East Coast Park (nearest car park is F2)

Flag-off times:

0745 for 10km 0800 for 4km

adult registration fees $30 includes one official tshirt and 1 raffel tickets

children registration fees $18 includes one official tshirt

for more information on registration and donations please visit:-

www.runforhopesingapore.org

well guys and gals now running is the "IN" thing to do. if u peeps joing the standard chatered marathon, this small 10km etc is also one of the best way to train and at the same time know your body well. this run for hope is one of the races which u peeps should not miss. it for the research for cancer and also well my 2nd project involves cancer too but its for the childrens.

here's an update of my progress on my 2nd project. now i have 5 paintings done despite my busy schedule in NS and training up for my runs. however it is much more challenging when i need to start work asap, tomorrow. i will definitely try to paint another one b4 off to work tomorrow. well the other paintings is not for view yet because i dunt want to expose the suprises out so early. so do check it out in my blog.

2008-09-05T17:52:00.000-07:00

My FREeDom Is here

well they will always get mad when u get ur freedom, ORD WoR...!! well i didnt join in the fun. Yes definitely im very proud and excited to get my pink i/c but not to a certain extent shouting ord wor everywhere we go.. thats madness.

to me this is juz another great journey and tremendous better journey is ahead of me.. and of course getting older. anyway i am gg to work next week.. that fast rite.. im lack of cash and stuffs. i wanna buy something clothes with my real money. the money i earn from my civilian working life. i want to go overseas other than taiwan and brunei..a lotsa things to do.

haha for now i need to run and hit the gym thoug, today qutie busy day for me.. i want to squeeze as many things as i could. go collect my kpe funpack at suntec and go to running clinic @ vjc.. then i gtg good day guys.

FastinG moNTh

2008-08-31T07:35:00.000-07:00

i would love to take this opportunity to wish all the muslims in the WORLd a safe journey thru our fasting month. may all of us pray to the Most Gracious for our strength, health and safety in our journey.

2008-08-29T20:39:00.001-07:00

i have a non endless slp, i was wide awake for the whole night. like an owl. looks like my tolerance level of coffee gones down the drain.

FirEWorKS... korea rulezzzzZ

2008-08-23T11:06:00.000-07:00

hey guys and gals

how are you guys doing? hmm well i did have a fantastic mind blowing and destroying ozone layer thus a hell of a good time. you should known lately that singapore is hosting this competition thingy symphony with the fireworks. france did a good job on friday however on the 2nd day which is on sat, korea completely give no mercy. they nail.. haha france.. below are some pictures of the beautiful fireworks.

the whole place is crowded with ants of humans waiting to satisfy their eyes desires. haha well it is worth the wait.

to gaia pls accept out apology, we humans do need some entertainment.

the whole group of us. jai,udrena,vince and kim..
look at JAI so CC. the way he hold his stuffs like grandpa. haha
acting cute.. cut the crap vince
okay i did have dinner but standing at the foodcourt balcony at marina sq did make me feel hungry..
the show is goooooodddd
beautiful man thanks to kim my official still photographer..

wow haha. well it is a disaster aftermath. SO CROWDED!!!!!! damn i cant breath at all.

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery well lets appreciate the present.

2008-08-20T17:16:00.000-07:00

well somehow while i was painting my 2nd art piece for charity my mum asked me a few questions. she said," are u supposed to revise ur nursing stuffs more than u wasting ur time to paint!..", " which is more important??"

heres the situation, i occupied my thoughts with things i want to do like doing a short film thus it is doing not so well. my director is busy and put our project on hold. then now in conjuction of my first 42 km, i wanted to raise funds for my adopted charity by painting and selling my paintings. the painting is an abstract of the world of cancers.. but who the hell wanna buy by an in mature artist.

look at the situation i am in. can i make it? sometimes i wonder and think, is this the right thing to do? im gg to ord and gg to work in ttsh.

i want to make a public anouncement;

to my pillar of motivation and encouragment, thank you so much for erasing these uncertainties. you are the only pillar which do so and for that i am greatful. you keep me gg to chase these small unrealistic dreams i have. U shower me with the beautifulness of life..

thank you so much

with love

karel

show u guys a lil of my inmature artwork. pls do give me comments. well my theme of these paintings are cancer itself. well in all of my 42 paintings cancer will be represented as purple in colour. and i use a blowing method with diferent straws to actually imitate the characteristics of cancer. enjoy and more paintings will be out. hopefully i can showcase all paintings and auction for the money to be given to my adopted charity.

1st painting; sight of hope

2nd; invading

Felicitate to the paddlers

2008-08-17T21:37:00.000-07:00

well i am indeed proud to felicitate the paddlers whom clinched a silver medal yesterday and hence it is the topic of the week for singaporeans. it have been years since singapore own her first silver medal.

the team has indeed make singapore proud but mayb not all her citizens. singaporeans mind are all differ opinions in this take. i admit even me. why singaporeans complain so much thoug. even if they are not from the bloods of our motherland but they still do carry the ensigma of our singapore flag.

we have to admit that singapore did not have a strong pool of sportsmen but we are doing well slowly. it is not easy to train one sportsmen in general. these people need to have good coaches good nutritional needs good experience in their specialise sports areas and last good support from the goverment and the public.

unlike our friendly countries like us or china. they have build a strong foundation and indeed started young. in china, u need to be the best out of the best to be trained. and they goal in life is to win a medal and compete in OLYMPICS. see people? this is their goals and should plus a must to have in all sportsmen to be. aim high and work towards it.

enough of commenting and once again i would like to felicitate the teams to bring the singapore name at a world level. my blessings goes to you. thank you very much.

2008-08-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

RUN RuN rUn

i have been running since and at the same time gyming. so shag lar... i jog from my home to bukit timah to np and go gym after that. i need to do this coz of standard chartered.

damn i feel so shag. i dunt even have my mp4 on.. wah!!!

2008-08-05T04:40:00.000-07:00

let us celebrate a hectric occasion, firstly a happy nurses day to all nurses! 43th birthday to our motherland and lastly a happy 10th aniversary to the Singapore Nurses Toastmasters Club.

ironically i didnt know what i was attending for, my lecturer call me up and invited me to a dinner. she didnt even tell me any other "infor". when i reached at sna house, theres a lot of familiar faces there.

basically im at the toastmasters event. and i would love to falicitate those who are involved in the prize giving and the appoinment holders. in that few hours or so, i learned a lot of great and beautiful words used by the members. Good job. i really enjoyed myself thanks to them. below are some of the photos.

im not even ready.. look at my teeth!!

thanks nurses..

2008-07-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

TICKET tO KiLLING MySELf

RACE No. 16593

okay that title is to put it boldly. haha i cant believe it that im sign up minutes ago. then i have the reason not to SLACK after ord. and i promise to finish this race within 04:44.

well im so excited at the same time nervous too eh! who wouldnt. running is definitely not my forte. im heavy see lah keep on going to gym.. now im running. these 2 activities is at worlds end. Well im not gg to give either. i will still go to gym and run at the same time. it is sports too yaa know.

i wish myself luck and prayed i get my blessings from my love ones. anyone wanna run with me?!! come on.. join and we can train together. dunt let the title bring you down. impossible is nothing.

ps.

if any1 is interested to train together pls do leave ur comments. and i will get back to you.

2008-07-27T10:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21 BIRTHdaY

tO JAi

27th july, well on this day we celebrate Jai's special 21 birthday. thanks to his baby kim whom actually put together this wonderful event with the help of her friends. i think she really spend a lot haha3. well i specially invited too. i mean duh i need to help kim carry stuffs tool. haha i was bless with warm welcome by kim's mum auntie rose! shes pretty like a rose too. later vince and the rest come in a while. we took a cab to paris park!

wah damn angry lah coz the cab uncle dunno wheres the park? how to go there bla bla bla. .. i think he wants to cheat us with the meter. damn irritating,. kim was mad. theres is this time where he drive us to carpark c instead of d. then he didnt believe us that it is one way., we argue sia. haha

we reached there around 6plus and start to do the setting up.

kim practicing her voilin to play her birthday song and vince brought his sexaphone, sexy sia
i have to blow the baloons coz no one else there wants to blow. well

i did a good blowjob there haha all 10 balloons well the little guy here, antonio.

me hanging the balloons..

SABO time before cake cutting presentation. follow me jai!
haha 21 love bites!!! haha
this is for u jai. haha
take pictures. this is nice
vince whats the look for?

WAH u see theres too many cameras everone looks at different cam.

haha easy lor i dunt know which one to choose so I CLOSE my eyes.,!!

jai and his god family.. her i know deidre ler.. haha small world
jai and his family by his side

jai and his aunt and cousins

me and official cameraman haha reuben...

okay such a happy occasion to spend ur 21 birthday with love ones. thanks to kim.. and damn i didnt take photos of the food. wAH aunty rose shepard pie is NICE!!!! haha i tao pao some.. hahaha

to jai;

life is beautiful bro, take life one at a time and fill it with love and dreams. may ur wish comes true and if not... theres a reason for everything alrite bro. may god shower u with blessings from heaven.

2008-07-27T10:26:00.000-07:00

HapPy BiRthdaY to Tning & TeYi

They turn 21 last saturday 260708

well damn shag lah.. coz of my ord parade thanks sis bro dad n my niece. thanks for coming. ORD orh. now i can say that. hey its only the parade lah i ord next month. sept....

anyway after that i rush to tnings birthday party and thank god eventhoug im late i still make it. sorry tning. pls accept my apology if im late.

twin sis making their wish psss.. damn loong sia. haha

family and friends
so honour to be able to carry birthday girl. haha
nice rite?

our friends

her ite friends. haha cool

to tning & teyi;

hey gals a loong awaited time to turn 21. may all your dreams and wishes come true. life is difficult but all of it will comes to an end and your ending will be written at your own hands. take care.

FeaSt youR eyes on our DaYs on tOP of SG DurIAn

2008-07-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hey how are u guys doing? well here again an outing with close friends. well we went the rooftop of esplanade. haha durian ouch pain. crap anyway kim vince and jai definitely have a great time taking photos with kim's cam.

well that is a lots of kissings and hugging but haha dunt want ler to display!. too inappropriate. guys kissing guys haha girls kissing girls. guys and girls kissing.

enjoy the pics.!!

couple in love
haha jai think i cant carry him..
acting cute!!
hear no evil! say no evil and see no evil.
haha 1....2..3.

BeLated PoSt

2008-07-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

hey haha.. well this pictures is way back, think few weeks ago. anyway we had fun and a fullfilling dinner at swensen, orchard. cool thanks guys. kim jai and vince is in the photos. really wish hanns can join us. next time bro.

kim and me. well she just came back frm malaysia. isnt my sis pretty.??
she had her ice crea, and i had mine, but we want to have best of both worlds.
haha poor vince and jai. waited about 20mins for their apple crumble.
the wonder of SiNS in fOOD. haha

RENOvATInG my RoOM

2008-07-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

okay guys and gals, pls accept my apology. hahaha been busy with my short film project and didnt update my blog. look so dull and boring. a few updates; abt my arm if any1 still worrying about me! well i start my own physio already and its been good. about my short film YES it is gona be real this time. haha catch the updates about it. hope i can get eunice to act as my main lead. pls kim pls pls..... haha

anyway what now..!!! im actually wanting to clear up my HUGE outdated old ( 6 years ) cupboard. well it looks like the narnia wadrobe but i cant go anywhere if i enter it. take a look at the cupboard and i find lotsa of old memories in there too..

you want to go to narnia pls come in!!!
found my first mickey mouse t shirt which my dad bought for me. VINTAGE sia.!!!
hanns keep on taking photos but not helping me at all. lazy bump u!!!
my collection of STAR WARS AND anime stuffs
my croc kids tshirt. cute right. so small.....

my 18 birthday present given to me from my sec friends
toilet paper lah.. u see!!

yeah a mug. i drop it once.. haha oops
last but not least... my olympic snow cap.. haha looks weird.

final wish. i want a nice cupboard and a single bed for myself. i wish to have a king size but cannot lah coz room too small for both of us me and my brother. haha. still packing now argh hope i can finish packing by midnite. 2molo got appoiment at AH.. gd nite.

FATTER LAZIer and I NeeD hELP

2008-07-03T16:18:00.001-07:00

well its been almost a month since i didnt work it out. no running no gyming and nothing like exercise. goodness i been having short of breath lately even when im typing this.

i think it is a sign of my body telling me to go and RUN OR GYM. well i have not been done that. i will in a few minutes time. i cant imagine if there isnt anything CALL NS. will all our body rod with the sins we throw down our throat. the stomach which is constantly growing in one big nation.

there is pros and cons anyway. but i want to look good. with 6 abs and big arms. i want to wear polo t nicely. and all this is nothing with exercising. haiz i need my wake up call!!!! someone pls tell me that im growing fat and lazy. i envy those ppl whom are so into sports which is good. they exercise without knowing they do while in sports thus get a beautiful body.

ARGH. i do sound gay but well guys are guys. our ego illums our heart sometimes. and we do envy lot of things about other human beings.guess i will be runing to burn of my fats. i hope i don't get asthma along the way.

TOP SECRET

2008-07-02T06:53:00.001-07:00

STitcHy is OUt!!!!!

2008-07-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

well the stitch on left hand is out since last friday. well got 2 weeks MC given by the Medical Ofiicer at Alexandra Hospital. i suppose mates in camp will Curse and Hate me for my absence. sorry guys, need the rest lah. haha

Any1 waNna SeE?

2008-06-28T19:25:00.000-07:00

hey beautiful and goodlooking peoples! haha

okay cut the crap. like i told you guys before, i did have non cancerous lump on my left arm before. been there with me since young. ( you guys can check from my previous post photos to spot it!) anyway it is gone last few weeks. i think it went to the the garbage center already. haha

alrite. after the hurtful operation, i did have a sucking time of my life walking down orchard road like a robot and conciously keep ppl away from hitting or bumping into it. it somehow and badly affected me.

I CANNOT GO GYM<> i cant hold stuffs properly, My range of motion is affected. anyway the most important thing now is that it is recovered and im healthy and happy. life is beautiful indeed. lotsa of vitamin C and a lil bit of protein.

before sto, can u see the stitch? the one in blue.. haha

FrieNDshiPs

2008-06-28T19:16:00.000-07:00

have you heard this:-

you can have all the ships in the world but the best ships are friendships. well totally true however, your ships can be broken once in a while. in moment in life, we as humans tend to get lonely and when at times you got no one to turn to.

AT timeS..
you will go out alone, you will have your meals alone, you will seat by yourself alone, you will walk by the beach alone, you will be hurt alone, your feelings will be alone

why?
sometimes you got to deceived yourself to actually think that everything is the way it is. it is LiFE. come on! you cant be sure that you are always acompanied by people. sometimes its vice versa.

so??
what is the thing they call friendship? people whom are in love? what does that mean? LOVE?
you guys in relationship, what is your purpose, is it because you are lonely?

anyway,
sometimes being the person i am, i felt very contented. well life is just like that. but i know life is much more beautiful when you make things happen for yourself or others whom you love.

REcoverING II

2008-06-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

haha okay here what happen! i went to poly for my appointment and there she goes, saying, i dunt think the doctor know what she is doing. i wont open your stitch. its only 9 days. it takes longer to heal. you come back on monday to see the doc and what she says.

well i go home in vain. haiz how i wish i could recover fast enugh so that i can go to gym and get my stiff muscle working. and anyway my storyline is done. thanks to my lovely editor. now write the script.

REcoverING

2008-06-17T16:55:00.001-07:00

yes my left arm is recovering and less blood and discharges coming out from the wound site. Yeah and this friday its STO time.

YyUp i just finish writing and my editor is editing it. haha lotsa of mistakes. thanks dude. lotsa of plans and steps taken to after writing.

THANKs guys!!!!

2008-06-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

haha wat a suprised, tning, jolene n steven went to my place to visit me. they brought me my favourite food. Pizzas man. wah thanks guys. well its been a loong time since i last saw them. that was before my taiwan trip till now. wow. really miss them. well they come to visit me, im proud to have them in my life. haha cant keep on laughing when im with them.

wah why so blur ler. only tning and jolene face nice nice.
candid. i accidently press the capture button b4 i set into timer mode. nice.
PIZZASSS!!! cool man fav. look at the mess.
there there... yum yum obvious i ate the most. haha tning say im a pig. im still hungry ler

tning what are u laughing at???

smile gals
we play naruto after dinner
wah so serious.. jolene relax lah.. steven will lose. haha
gayish pose.. but my hand hurts
smile think we r too near to the camera.. flash to bright

heys guys thanks again for visitng me @ my place. hehee pls accept my apology if i spoil the plan of gg dinner outside. cant help it since my arm hurts. it is still bleeding thoug. once again thanks a lot

hey guys

2008-06-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

hi. sori if im not gg to blog in detail. well the minor surgery is doing fine coz im ALIVE!! haha. well my lump on my left arm is big like strawberry. as big as that. kim u love it rite.

well now is my recovering process. im doing fine. thanks guys. well later tning n gang will be coming over to visit me.. cooll see what they bring for me. will update u guys about it. now im typing with my right fingers only. haha tc guys

Moments in Anxiety

2008-06-10T17:58:00.000-07:00

as the clock ticks by every sec. so does the growth in my anxiety. why? well as u all know i all quite a lump on my left hand. well it not cancer thoug. and im grateful. however the lump has been with me since the day im born and now in about 5 hours its gona be out of my life. well im gona be on local anesthesia and hence feel numness and able to see the surgeons meddling with it.

well its ironice being in medical line, ppl would say," bet ure not scared of needles right?" well I AM. not of needles of course but needle poking me. seeing it peirce thru my skin muscle and stop. haha sucks man.

guys need all the support man. haha

2008-06-06T05:37:00.001-07:00

HEY guys and gals. Do make my blog much more fun fill with gossips and positive/negtive comments about my post or pictures. Dunt worry cause im not going to eat u up!! haha.

i wanna know what u guys thinking about! im not prof X

cant read minds. take care and good day

What HapPEN this WEEK!!!

2008-06-06T04:53:00.000-07:00

hey guys and gals.

alrite pls accept my apology if i didnt update this post rite away. coz on that day was so damn busy. so many things to do yet little time b4 i book in to camp. SUCK!!! anyway last tues,030608, went to beach with siti. Actually i was so lazy sia, the weather was great to cuddle in bed but haiz she wanted to go so much and thus i acompany herlah. no point staying at home to rot.

this is where we go!!!
me and siti in the tram.
she was acting emolah. relax ar
nice view!!! peace no war.
cannot act emo as well as siti. hhaha..

I found a great looking seashells. take a look!!! go zoom in,
this is not my idea, it seem that she took a pic of me trying so hard to catch the fishes near the seashore
okay this is weird. i try to make a "hanger" to hang my radio antena, i cant get reception.
as u can see, i took a pic while she was whining away about her school life. haha

okay, thanks siti for the beach. later in the afternoon i meet up with kim to watch SEX and THE CITY. wOAH!!! u all should watch it man. DAMN nice sia. go ahead and check the movie out. DAMN funny i wanna watch this weekend AGAIN.. haha i wonder if any1 make sushi and lie naked on the dining table while waiting for their love ones.

YEsterday Day OuT

2008-06-01T09:49:00.000-07:00

SUndaY 1 jun..

well it is such a tiring day. definitely was out the whole day.. frm suntec to Plaza Sing to heeren to Taka to tangs to lido to borders. hahaha wah definitely walk a lot sia. haha lose fats but not that much. anyway what happened yesterday, went to suntec world book fair. damn big but ironically i cant find the book which im searching for. muscles and body anatomy. well they have but only ONE in the whole of HALL 4..

haiz.. damn sad. have to go to haris/popular to check it. but dunt have the particular one im searching. oookay other than book hair.. sori fair. well HERE THEy ARE!!! the cast of local movie thriller.. ,the Spirit Compendium, is here to sign ur postcard and poster. well yesterday.. U GO BEN. go support local movies guys.

they got 4 posters on sale postcards for free. i wonder which one of the posters

will they choose to represent the movie. i love this one.

the cast busy signing.. Er not tired ar??

i thought im late for the auto. i couldnt find them when i reach there

at first. i hear ppl talking sekali theres school having competition. some story telling,

they sure talk a lot.

ben.. look at him. nice smile. anyway DO take care of your

back. luckily u didnt turn up in wheelchair. haha

beside their session there is this stranger giving some lecture. haha look at the

class. wahliao.. wheres all the student??

we head down to Singapore Kindness Movement @ngee ann later . to support a frnd who is cheer leading. he damn lucky lor throw girls into the air. its been a loong time since i saw this cat last 10 years. haha well cat have 9 lives anyway.

look at the crowd.. okay sori this is backstage. look at their colourful costumes. haha there there.
okay this kid is messing with the cAT.. im confused. Kitten or LION??
this GUY tadaaa.. BEN, nice smile dude. well damn lucky.. nice costume, beautiful smile and girls if u want to be thrown up in the air. this is the guy for u.. wat are u WAITNING for???

HuMan SouL

2008-05-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

why is there soul searching??

what questions run thru our mind?

is there guilt?

why does a human heart hurt?

why is the mind talking to oneself and remembering the past?

is there someone else hurting?

why is there pain?

HAPPy BiRthDAY

2008-05-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

To Kim HAHAHA....

well kim celebrated her 22 birthday without knowing that we plan everything for her after her class. haha caught u on camera gal.. omg u look ugly.. hahaha pics below check her out anyway shes pretty lah. well gal would happy celebrating ur birthday with ur parents alrite. haha well what did they get u? a new cAR????

meet up with theo(her honey) haha swensens ice cake for her. haha theres something happened. damn funny. theo ask me," fiq wheres the knife??" fiq replied," there should be inside rite.. no worries."

went bulging into her class room and we sang happy birthday haha.. can u spot her???

as theo go nearer haha look at her. kim why so shy i tought u like suprises??

her ice-cream cake.. haha happy 22 birthday. and continue-- shucks how she gona cut her birthday cake. theres NO KNIFE FOR HER TO CUT!!!! i look at theo and he stare at me. shit!! how do we get a knife HER! we cant use pen knife or a ruler to cut. haha damn spoil lah. we RAN to the pantry(luckily there is one ) we found a birthday knife. i took the white one but theo snatch mine and took the PINK ONE.. we ran back there u go... theres our pink knife.

she walk towards me and say TAUFIQ im gg to kill u.. argh.. i dunt know why she wants to kill me for. haha

she peep at my present i bought for her. hhahahaa

hey vince stop acting cute lah

her classmates. crystal her close frnd. i think the others are

diamonds and ruby

kim feed me with the cake.. haha but in the end she KILL me. wahliao u birthday girl i kena sabo. u WAIT!!!

haha theo jealous kim feed me.. haiz i have to feed him next..

pretty couple huh??

alrite here goes me, vince theo n birthday girl

we headed to town for dinner b4 kims gg to celebrate it with her family. oh yeah theres part 2. kim kena sabotage.. haha its with her cam. will post it on when she pass it to me. haha

A dAy WiTH Me

2008-05-23T04:00:00.002-07:00

@ HOmE COokING dInNEr fOr MySELF

hey guys wass up?? well.. almost the end of the month am my pocket money is hardly breathing.. haha anyway how u guys doing? yup as you would guessed, im at home and alone. every1 is working. and my bro still in camp.

and im stuck here without anything to eat.. im hungry.. luckily my fringe is here to help me. yup im puttin up my chef hat to COOOKKK

it BEEN A L:OOONG time since i do that. haha i mean yah lah i got cook water and maggi.. and frnds do give me that look when i say i can cook..but this is serious haha check it out..

my dinner:- baked fish with stir fried fries and my dessert, choco pudding and apple coated with fresh honey .

my FAV.. part.. dessert, haha i eat the apple first.. haha

my baked fish.. haha how it looks? yummy sia anyway how could i say my cooking sucks rite.
So any1 wanna try next time i cook for u guys!! yeah

SAVE GaIA

2008-05-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

its time to save our mother earth

GAIA!!

do gaia actually celebrate mothers day?? coz i dunt think she get what she deserve. well the weather these few days have bee extremely humid and hot, too hot. furthermore, what do our 5 senses tells you?

gaIA needs help!!! look around us, the news and stuffs. Cyclone Nargis hits Myanmar last few weeks ago and death toll is 78,000 but the true figure is higher. dead bodies are still uncleared and the survivors is prone to diseases due to lack of food and clean water.. thoug other nations give their hands, however political status doesnt allow this yet. pls help them..i really hope the people gets help soon b4 the pendamic get worst.

Earthquake tremble her strength in china. haiz.. what is there to show that gaia is not pampered enugh. haha i mean near my neighbourhood, seen men chainsawing the tress. well i vividly remember that these trees is been there since i was a small kindergarden kid. but now its gone.. infront of my eyes it is chop into pieces. im speechless. the man are doing their work.

but seeing them do this to the old tress makes my heart sinks and my mind thinking.. what are they doing?? how come? why? is it becoz of PAPer?? paper not enugh to print or students to buy is it?? and the remaining log is still lying at the field to decompose, im not so sure too.

earth wouldnt be GreEN anymore if we humans continue what we've been doing. below are few simple steps to save and pampered gaia a bit. i hope shes a bit happy.

3'R. do u remember, teacher will be nagging abt these 3r when we are back in pri/sec school? recycle,reuse & reduce
switch off electricity if not in use. dont let the TV watch u instead
change lightbulbs into electricity saving bulbs. dunno ask the uncle who sells it.
use ur own or reuse ur shopping bags. if u dunt need the plastic bag dont take it. say no to the 711 auntie.. or dunt tapoa ur food. haha juz kidding

LOvE is BeaUtifuL but Yet suCh An paIN to own It

2008-05-14T18:13:00.002-07:00

i juz heard abt my friend who is in heart broken state. for sure i did saw him with his love watching the same movie and in the same theatre with me last few days. it was beautiful and utterrly suprised to see them in good shape, kissing and showing affection in public. however its such a pain to hear that they juz broke up

LOve can bring out the best and the worst in a person. to my friend who is grieving about his own heart which is broken. hey buddy relax life is beautiful hurry up and recover eventhough its hard, and enjoy the happy times which life has to offer.

SEAfooD for LuNch

2008-05-13T21:12:00.000-07:00

alrite.. today is somehow a rushy day i supposed.

well definitely my schedule is tight because i wanna squeeze life gym, lunch date with friends and meeting hanns for coffee/dinner.

haha well what happen was that i totally forget, gym is open at 9am esp on tues and thrus. haha wahliao i rush lor. i reach gym by 1030 and damn i forget to bring my gym shirt. haiz i have to use the shirt. but not to worry i did go shopping for a tshirt after gym.

hence the lunch date, !! definitely im late.. by an hour. but not guilty coz theres some later hor.. sgt alan..

then i didnt know that the buffet we went was SEAFOOD!!! argh i cant eat that.. due to my recent recover of my foot, i doubt abt having seafood. well thats fine coz i eat salmon and some other fish food, salads and cheese cakes and other desserts haha..

and at the end of the day which i was damn looking forward. i got sooooo hungry that i can eat hanns haaha.. well luckily we went dinner thou its an agony waiting for hanns coz he trapped in traffic. however, i got my bro psp to acompanied me. have dinner and my fav coffeeee...

LOOK!! help me.. dunt eat me.

ONg KC, meddling with his sea creatures.

thanks sgt alan for this keychain( frm hong kong back from his honeymoon)
its has all our name in jigsaw keychain.

qi min playing with mervin lay haha couldnt belive that
dumb mervin fall into this old school trick. haha

my meal for lunch other that more desserts, salads and salmon

sgt alan and his girl weird she love to take photo but
sgt alan hate too. too bad..

mervin hate to smile.. have to force it out.

my camera in the hands of ppl (ainsly below ) he took
beautiful pictures so called ART!! everything he took is art. he took so many pics till
i got to delete most of it.

2008-05-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

HaPPy MothEr's DAy

To ALL the mums and also mum to be, i would love to wish a happy mother's day. u are the special people in our lives and your love is the greatest thing which god has created and give other than his of course. Your foresight of the future and wisdom is the most valuable in one lives. May this day and only this day is dedicated to your hard work and patient.

_____________________________________________

well today is quite a special day for most of us. its mothers day guys. for me, its a definite to celebrate this happy occassion with marks on our calender. would love to tell my mum how thankful and gratefull i am to still have her love and support. would love to thank him, the most near, for giving my mum health and wealth and the strength for her to carry on with her daily lives eventhough shes not that well.

i always look forward to see her safely back home frm work and enjoying listening to her whining and laughter. yup. why i say her foresight is because u guys must be wondering how come theres this saying mum knows best!! and how they know when we are in trouble eventhough we want to keep it away from her. or at times she knows we are lying about something. well its a blessing i supposed mayb we are all connected to our mums once. remember when we sperm or inside her stomach ( sorry if i used a layman term)...

well we share almost everything during that period. so mums are special in all ways.. treasure them while u still can and she will definitely show how beautiful life is!!!

well my family and i did celebrate mums day with a short lunch at our fav place PIZZA Hut. my sis and the PRIncess of bedok is here too. well below are the pictures taken cool sia.

my bro, making such a pain in the ass face.!!

mum and dad.

another mum, but this one is very modern. she got to colour her hair..
3 of us together. always haha

my bro fav part of the lunch, DESSERT.. yucks so sweet.

I cANT sLEEP!!!!

2008-05-09T19:23:00.000-07:00

alamak... damn piss of . coz i cant slp yesterday..

toss and turn in my bed but still i cant slp.. i think my caffeine resistance is not as good as a month ago.. haha i drink my cafe late while waiting for hanns to come and watch

IRON MAN

hero lovers and a fan of marvel comics superheroes.. this movie is a must to watch. u will regret it not watching in the big screen (digital) effects is damn cool and how millionaire i think billion too mr tony becomes iron man.. hes damn rich.. omg his housei love his house.. by tHE SEA!!!!

haha anyway must watch movie...

I'M hOme HAHAHA.. now im thinking WhaT i should DO for THe next 2 weeKS

2008-05-05T20:14:00.001-07:00

hey guys im home frm my holiday wohhoooo.. great..
okok dunt let me get into my head.

alrite i got lots of stories and pictures to tell and would love to share with u guys., haha dunt worry about my feet coz im gg to see a dermatolgy soon. however i feel better and should be

able to run a bit.

aLRite here goes what happen in TAIPei,

ooh yeah i did tell u abt the waterworld last few posts.. dunt worry i got the pic up.. check it out. haha

you kai aka spider, me and his glued buddy.

thanks mervin for pushing me around,.

titanic below..

pufer fish

we went to lots of great places yeah rite! damn boring haha, its tour guided, we went to lots of theme parks. letme check we went to JAnfusun fancyworld & this zoo theme park. and we went to window on china theme park ( damn most boring of all ) where everyting is small even the great wall of china. makes me feel as if im a living giant or giantzilla. haha

our accomodation is not bad. haha they say its a 3 star hotel. but it is great clean and lcd screen tv. yeah. luckily i got a room with jerome, if not i will kill myself if it didnt change. initially i got the room with white stone ( a white guy who stone the whole day for nothing emo type too ) or 155 arti gun ( he lies in his conversation and use shells to bomb his victim.. )

janfusun fancyworld is CRAZY.. though i didnt take the most exciting death and adrenaline blood pumping rite.. goodness it is like falling frm 30th storey and up again. got the pics of my friends and the ride.. watch it guys.

look at the whole theme park frm top.. gaga great view

haha how does it feels?? before the ride

hamdy, gomez,fad

this is where it stop!!!

well at nite..it damn happening too. we went to one of the night market in taipei. the Shilin MArKeT. wohoooo well basically no difference frm singapore bugis street but a lot bigger and more crowds with distinct smell ... and theres cart where the stall owner can.. dissappear like magic. u need to catch them to buy the goods. damn funny sia. haha

theres this time where i want to buy the slippers. damn nice and cheap .. then all of the sudden the cart owner were like hurrying and in split sec hes GONE!!!! magic sia. but then the police in vespar came haha.. wat the hell!!!

the next day.. went to taipei 1o1. well damn tall and beautiful. haha got the pic. i took this when it raining in the morning with the cool weather of 17deg c. haha u can imagine walking to orchard road where the weather is cooling and refreshing. the sun is not scroching and bbq our skin and cauz skin cancer. hahaha.. i dunt feel like a bbq fish but a frozen fish. damn nice sia.

taiper 1o1 is like where the luxury and most well known brand in fashion industries lives theree. gaga too high for me. haha but wat the heck juz get the feeling and window shop. hahaha

well taipei overall is GREAt!! would love to go there again next year. any1 wanna follow.??? alrite thats about it folks will do some edit later for the pics. coz photobucket is not working well for me.

have a great day guys

haha my feet II

2008-04-29T00:06:00.000-07:00

i did post a few days ago about my left feet. well the next day it got WORSE!!! i was bleeding all over..

my roommate gomez was like.. WhaT happen? im like,"we better do something sia." well he was kind enugh to arrange me to go to the nearest hospital.the first impression about the hospital," is this a clinic or something else.." definitely it dunt look like the hospital i know when im back at home. yup i was admitted and the doc speaks in mandarin.

not bad, very bad.. i dunt understand nuts. but ironically he types in english. haha well i got an i/m injection and oral anti-biotics. cool..

well the swelling subside.. and i was in wheelchair still. haha.. after we take the medication thing. we went to the treatment room and wow the needle is coming.. ARGGGHHH..

i hate needles poke into me.. damn scary.... and the guy whose gg to clean up my feet.. damn curse him.. hes damn rough hes treating me like an animal sia.

iodine and a swap juz rub it against my wounds. he rub it HARD too /HArd... i ask the medic to translate to him.. can he be gentle a bit. but the results, still the same. dumb ass.

dunt worry, im getting better with the medical attention given to me for the pass 2 daYS.

ps taufiq out..
will be back soonnn
yes

my FeeT

2008-04-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

well its been a week since i got my left foot rot.. well not foot rot but haiz some fungal infection. my holiday here in taiwan here is terrible.. i gg around limping in agony and not to mention public attraction. i hate that.

sori guys if i didnt update my blog..my left feet taking a great toll on me. i didnt know what had happen or wat did i do wrong. now looking at it makes me wonder. how i wish im home to see my family doctor.

i got a pic of my foot rot. upload it later coz my camera is at my "hotel". well for me its getting physically and mentally hard.

first i need to limp or if not on a wheel chair to the loo.. if i make it in time.. usually yes but there are times i feel like giving up and pee at the drain... me limping alone hurt my heart out. goodness. there are times i bath and i feel like screaming but i cant.. wana be like a man yeah rite. well mama n papa if ure reading this dunt worrry coz im stil alive. and doc has given me useless medication which i have not recover since the day i got this almost a month.

mentally coz ppl keep asking me," hey! are u alright.??" are they dump or what..? i juz say yes i ok.. actually goodness how i wish they piggy back me to my bunk.. sounds gay but it helps. ppl give me that look at my feet and goo eeee! have u seen the doc? of course.. many times..
damn irritating. my holiday sucks..

well there is this time where my frnds and me went to this taiwan. aquarium and marine biological things.. i forget as usual.. juz like underwater world but damn nice they got great beautiful dolphins unlike the pinks ones. anyway i was wheel in a wheel chair.. i got the pic too.. will post it later..

goodness.. everyone is like are u serious in a wheel chair??? now i know how it feels to be wheeled.. damn nice.. and the person wheeling me looks proud as if hes helping a handicap. HaiZ.. thanks mervin.. haha

well a week more till my holiday ends YEs,,, can wait to be home and get real treatment. and thanks a lots to my friends whom have taken care of me. and love parents and friends whom at singapore pls take care of urself..

and

ps im still alive.. juz my feet doesnt look hAPPY..

currently im at the airport. First Class ler...

2008-03-31T10:57:00.000-07:00

well definitely it is very emotional moment for me coz im going to be away for 35 days frm home. my homeland singapore. i also think that in moments like this, u will appreciate ur love ones dearly and pray that they are doing fine and feeling well.

when the minute hands of my watch ticks, i know it is time to bit farewell. when i was at home, my mum was not feeling well and that i have to go to my destination alone till i meet my buddy in town. shes was not feeling well till i deny her company im sure that i did the right thing. i want her to rest well. she was planning to go to A&E. no matter what i still got to continue my journey and juz pray for her.

while i was in the train, my mind wonder around a bit. definitely im alone looking around. i could still remember the faces of my mum crying while i asked for forgiveness. her tears drop bits by bits. my heart were broken into pieces and how i wish i could stop the time and spend my last moments a little bit more.

i wipe her tears and reassure her that im gona be alrite. my dad is in silent and still keep up the strong look infront of me. pls bro look after mum and dad. hey bro, i didnt have time to say gdbye. pls accept my apologies if i have done or said something wrong. haha bros man.. take care while u in there.

i went to orchard mosque and pray too. pray for my love ones including frnds. pray for their safety, wealth and health. quite a spritiual moment for me. i need his help and i want god to take care of them always.

i meet my buddy who accompany me thru out. thanks dude. i nvr forget what u have given me. pls be patient coz god love patient ppl in the world it had created. in time i would also give u wat u have given me. thanks a lot.

will keep u guys updated alrite..

ps, taufiq outz

TrEasuring My haIr while i still can...:)

2008-03-30T22:45:00.001-07:00

yup went to my granparents place today. coz its time for grandpa's haircut monthly. yup great. she still cut my grandpa;'s hair. last time when im a boy boy.,, still could vividly remember my grandpa cut my hair. botak@!!!! haha so cooling after that.

actually up in my mind, i wanted to keep some of my hair. so as so when im back in singapore after the trip i still look gdlooking and cute with the same hairstyle. however my dream of having that is crushed..

im gona miss my hair.. haha bye hair hair!!

me and my grandma.. isnt shes pretty.. of course she is

OMMMGGGG!!!!

juz when im about to do that. here comes an sms,

lets keep the sms discreet alrite..

"platoon unity all the hairstyle should be the same. dunt let the platoon down.always on target." this is damn funny.. u can imagine if all hairstyle the same. goodnesss. we all look like twins tripplets watever.. wahliao i will look like COCK!!

but wat to do.. orders are orders. anyway may i have the luxury of admiring my beautiful hair b4 it turns like cock..

anyway my mum is not feeling well coz of her leg. her leg is swollen mayb due to she falling down the escalater.. poor mum. this pic is taken when my grandma massage her. look at her face in agony..

soobb sob sob makes me wanna cry.!!!

OMG today is MONDAY....

2008-03-30T20:20:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

today is monday.. I hvnt even pack.. eventhough my clothes and bags are calling me.. duh! i ignore them . juz come back frm jog. sweaty sweaty..

haha sweaty and my mum still wanna take photo with me!

well tonite is my farewell to all u peeps here in singapore. im off to some place far away frm home. goodness gona miss home so much. really lor.. gona miss my food. orchard road and my COFFEee. bohoooo..let us count need to be at the 1st class airport exactly 12hrs frm now.. lets sync our timing alrite.. my time is 1130.

haha.. what im gona do later? definitely pack my bag after meeting up my grandparents for the last time.. go lunch with mum and go out with buddy b4 linking up with my mum later at the airport.

i think i will update my blog later at the 1st class place.. taddaaa changi airport.. i will post live updates of what happened there..

SunNY suNDay!!!;)

2008-03-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

well pratically went to visit my grandparent's place. after finish up my blog. do my laundry and bla bla bla and have my afternoon nap. haha well at nite i ask my buddy out for a coffee at my fav cafe located at vivo.. wohooooo..

but today kinda of dissapointed coz the person who makes my fav mochachino was not working. haiz sad.. did have my mochachino thoug but was not the same as last time.. haha aniway still my fav place thoug..

me and my cup of coffee. shiok man

cup of coffee for 2nite.

i do collect my so called tissue papper hahha so local!!!

had a nice chill out chat with my closest buddy. well he needed to pass me my taiwan money. haha coz he told me that he gona get the best rate and definitely he did. well im such a dumbass when comes to currency.

well i was so shock to see a stack of hundred bucks sia.. wah feel so rich. well when we were walking he always remind me,"is the money still there?" haha thanks dude. hes worried coz i have the tendency to lose my stuffs. careless or ignorance i guess.. nolah hes juz worried.

money... money... money.. show me the money!!!

and 2nite need to be there at airport at 2330. haha i haven't even pack my bags. aiyah can do it later. procastinating is bad, thats wat i being told. but totally not true. if u know ur stuffs and that line doesnt imply to everything. haha

then later gonna be a sad moment. i cant imagine my mum crying.. mushy sia. oh gosh i need to pack some tissue for her. well we shall see alrite. for now gtg. gd nite...

My grandPA.. i LoVE him so much!!

2008-03-29T22:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!

well how are u guys? hmm tis afternoon i spend with my grandparents, whom stay juz opposite side of my block cool ar..

whenever i need the grandparents love, i juz go over.. haha.. i could still vividly remember them taking care of me. hmm whenever its time for lunch or dinner my grandma would handfeed me and my other siblings..

then, when she do that, she would stuff us with lotsa of RICE b4 the chicken or fish comes into our mouth. haha in our hearts, wheres the chicken nenek (grandma in malay).. she would buy me toys too. like plastic vehicles but their tyres cant MOVE>.,, haha

but i love her a lot. kiss her juz now.. ahhhhhhh!!!!!

well then i talk to my grandpa for quite some time.. hes a story teller.. very good one. he would even tell his ghost stories, jap world war and most interesting is his career as an actor. he can speak japanese too. sometimes i talk to him in simple jap. hes a malay but maybe he pick up jap during the world war 2. he knows quite good eng and he could understand coz me and my bro will somehow rojak our language together with eng. yup

my grandpa is very wise and sometimes funny. make the whole family laugh esp during hari raya. hes a very patient and wise old man. hes definitely proud of my mum and me and my other siblings. my grandpa still do love acting. ..

when my mum is sick, he would take care of me. change my nappies and stuffs. would take us to playground and buy us ice cream potong. haha

FOR those malays whom watch old films.. hes act with famous actor late P. RAMLEE. u know him? well my grandpa always act as villians.. haha malay gangster sia..

Omar Suwita.

very beautiful pics of him . hes my model in life.

i will link the song he sang with late Rafeah Buang. this song is taken frm the film, "Lampung Karam ", in 1967. its some love story. go check the song. well this song is being sing live and lotsa practice b4 recording. i still remember he told me that to do one recording, the whole orchestra must sync. if the singer makes any mistake, haha do it all over again. very tedious but its great feeling he said. haha i would like to immortalise this song.. listen GUys!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDbqgLe8lLo

can go compare his pic.. haha well this pic below.. thoug i ask him to smile, he told me he dunt want. coz hes teeth are all gone hahaha not like mine.. grandpa go use ur dentures lah!!!!

GReAt SAturdaAY.. hmmm 2 more days to go

2008-03-29T08:32:00.000-07:00

hey there.. well today is quite a memorable day and tiring too.. haha becoz i meet up with my love ones and enjoy the time we had together.. thoug time is perishable, the things we do is forever in my mind. muAKZZZ kiss kissss

okok enugh of the mushy stuffss. hug hug. wait i go make my milk first.. hold on ar..
im done.. blogging while listening to radio and drinking hot milk.. cool perfect..

okokay well i've done today.. hmmm i went to ngee ann poly alumni gym --->>>> thanks dude love the place "i have all the gym toys for myself...!!!!" well i do go there often with my closest frnd of mine. i practically did 2hrs plus of workout.. SHIOOOKKK haha then we got to the coolest swimming pool

wanna know..??

its call..... Infinity POOL!!!

wonder why they call it.. i know.. look at the pic.. it's
as if theres no end to the pool..

haha thanks dude for taking this pics.. its me!!

me swimming.. goodness am i gg to fall??

hey gtg.. swim another lap.

hey.. give me my cam.. i wanna take ur pic dude.

okay done with swiming at the amazing infinity and beyonddddd... pool. had lunch and went to accompany him to pick his very stylish spects thats what he claim on how his spect look like.. stylish>>> okay lah.. u definitely look great.

yup after that... den den den
i go meet up with her-------------->>>>>>>>>>>

The BedOK Princess!!!! huh

whose smile is better?? fika acting cute lor trying so hard to smile...

well i finally meet up with her my niece aka the bedok princess.. well why i call her that becoz her mum do too.,. damn pampered.. she wants anything and her mum buy for her.. goodness.. then when i ask why sis?? let her be!!.. she said once in a while..

in my heart))) yeah rite... i told my sis to make more babies for her to play with.. so depressed sia.. see her dancing on her own and attracting attention..and she still wanna put princess to speech and drama class.. fika gona be some drama auntie. remind me of my camp mate TOK@!@ goodneess ....

when my sis wanna go to the ladies.. this princess was under my charge.. goodness she CRY LOR at the arcade place when i didnt let her place the car racing game.. wahliaoo.. i pretend got no money.. she cry LOUDER... argh i sms my sis and take her one corner and play free gAME.. frm my psp.. that would stop her for a while.

we watch the stupid elephant show.. the norton. wahliao..i went to gym and swim..

by then i was damn tired and the elephant talk so much about a spectrum and stuffss.. he believe that he can hear ppl talking mini ppl talking.. goodness.. the story makes me wanna SLP.. well i did

and the princess caught me.. died.. i snored.. haha..

well wat do u expect.. its damn boring.. thats wat i told my princess.. i think the elephant is crazy too.. haha then i meet up with steven to have dinner. well really its been a long time i meet him. well heres our photo.

well thanks dude for meeting me up. yup i will take care of myself. haaha miss u guys.. i mean gona miss u guys...

today's FrIday

2008-03-28T09:18:00.000-07:00

well another day juz passed, well today is great.. in the afternoon is quite spiritual for me. mayb becoz i went to my favourite mosque located around orchard. yup did friday prayers and pray for my safety in taiwan and also for my love ones back in singapore.. .

anyway after that i meet my close buddy.. spend the whole day with him. after meeting him up at the mosque, yup we went to ramen ten. a halal japanese restaurant located at far east.. wow the food there is great.. lovely espcially the ramen. YUMMy.. yup its been a while since i used chopsticks.. well definitely im not good at it. kinda of irritating sometimes when the ramen noodles slip of frm ur sticks.. haha

concentrating and figuring out on how to use my chopsticks

haha still blur abt the sticks....

on the phone disturb lah..

then the sushi is great too. it is a bite size.. so once its at ur sticks better dip it with sauce together with the green stuffs wat is it call ???!!! hmmm watever it is.. and faster ler put it in ur mouth.. well i struggle a bit.. coz my mouth quite small lah but actually im quite a big mouth in talking.. ironic.haha

thanks baby,.. for the treat.

we went walk all the way to THE cATHAY to watch vantage point.

well if i would rate it for 5 stars being the best..

drum rooolllll PL::SSSSSS

its 4 definitely...

well why its not a 5 or more, becoz well actually its a story of us president got shot while giving an important speech at some congress thingy.. then its story is frm diffent point of views frm the president to the reporter to the man whom video record it with his HD camcorder i think.. to the body guard this old bird whom i think very heroicly protect the president back then when he used his body as a shield for him. to the girl whom eat ice cream to the.. DAMN toooo many inter-related.

its LIKE mind map wow COOOoooLZZ..

well theres kinda of irritating scenes where it keep on repeating every single time it tell a story of different points.

overall, it is great. definitely a show to watch coz i really think the director had a very interesting story to tell and he tell it in a very different way.. very unique and interesting story line. it get u stuck to ur seat dude..

i got glued.. damn they really put uhu or elephant superglue. haha

after the movie, we went to kfc for dinner.. well meet a lot of familiar faces like zan.. my sgt durin bmt. sori to say about ur hair dude.. so girl girl.. as usual for us after everything we would sit down to have coffee..

well we wanted to have coffee at spinelli at heeren but its always crowded and furthermore the weather outside was kinda of humid. what had happened... gaia.. the weather is not that rite....

in the end we went to coffee bean at borders.. sit down and talk like aunties at coofffee shop.

hahaha

great day..thanks for everything, for ur listening ear and ur company.. as usual i enjoyed it very much. 2molo hmm gona spend with my niece watch that elephant show. after gym and swim in the morning. haha

thats her!!! isnt she's cute??

OMG im watching ellen DeGeneres

2008-03-27T18:39:00.001-07:00

goodness im actually lying back still in my bed and watching ellen show. wow this episode damn funny lor..

haha she was talking about ppl not able to workout due to some reasons for eg work. but theres a lot of invention which actually oppose this.

theres hawaiin chair, damn disgusting lor juz like osim "rocking horse chair" i think its frm osim if not some other irritating brands. wat the heck. i will link it at youth tube. then the commercial is so funny almost stupid to laugh at. how can u work out like that??!! haha i try this chair b4.. damn stupid i laugh while doing it. actually gets u horny too..when u turn up the speed, its such a pain in at my crotch.

people..see.. if u say u got no time or watsoever reasons to give. well there are funny products u could enjoy.. like the one i mention earlier. u can even invent ur own product to sell..haha

"do u feel like working out?"

"yeah.. my abs is working damn hard."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHiqVygN-w0===>> watch this

oh MY GODD!!! even olivia sits on this chair too..haha

anyway there are other unimaginable products .. there this one for the face like a mask, but the mask looks like JASON GoES to hell omg...
she really make my day haha.. good

then theres time where she talk about excersices wahliao. damn disgusting.. omg how do u workout like that..???
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N26XX6b4ngo

CAnt sleep

2008-03-27T10:04:00.001-07:00

haiz im still wide awake. kinda of boring think im nervous too about flying of to taiwan.

haha a lot of uncertainties awaits me there. wat the hell.. doing my best to divert my attention to something else..im currently browsing some animes and songs. well basically i love japan animation. great man.. love their story lines.

juz watch dgray man.. quite cool guys latest episode come out liao. maker of eden .. haha

hmm ooh yeah been falling in love with this american idol singer, she sang YESTERday last week.. Syesha Mercado.
well i think that song is lovely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S15sj0hpKB8

makes me think of the times i had in school.. hmm kinda of sad coz its all in the past but guess i have to look forward to the future huh...
well gg to ORD sooon .. and great i cant wait to get my brain and feet on my job.

well wanna guess wat im gg to work as?? haha i take care of the sick and gives help those who cant help themselves..

YES a nurse.. sound gay haha but i love the job.. my camp mates do ask me to watch the latest anime in japan( night shift nurses) wahliao wey.. sound so porn.. later than i find out it IS!!!!!! plans after working for 2 years.. gona go back to school to get my dip. then my degree.. haha hopefully will do my specialise/advance degree and honours.. wohoo.. wooo

sound like my brain is gona crack..haha.

alrite if u wanna know more.. come and ask about my experience.. last but not least.. wanna thank the special some1 whom always been listening to me attentively and sincerely.. im gona miss u when im in taiwan..

LetS CounTdoWN the time i HaVe B4 ROC

2008-03-27T06:17:00.000-07:00

here we go again.. same of shit again..(i modified it.. i always hate to sing stupids songs during route march. shows my stupidity..)

yup exactly i've got 4 more days before my flight to taiwan. haha currently i have some things on my list i want to do.. pls dunt laugh coz everything which im about to tell yaa is true..

believe it or not. here goes the list..

1) Go to the BeaCH.. --->> sentosa, siliso beach my favourite.. since the weather is not with me for the past few weeks. im quite deprived of it and i want to visit the beach b4 going off. haha what i miss about it.. hmm eventhoug im DARK.. haha i want to tAn... envy those chn whom got a good tan sking ... they look like oranges.. love the sand stuck on my head and those strong gushing water frm the bathroom.. goodnees sometimes it hurts when it touches my skin head..

2) go drink the best coffee which singapore can ever give.. haha okaylah not meant about solely singapore but what town has to offer.. so far i went to:- coffee club.. rank the first and my favourite.. starbucks, coffee bean, gloria jeans cafe, hmm recently the one at vivo, hmm what is it again.. yes remembered!!! Pacific coffee company.. great place to be with but a bit sad when u wanna sit outside facing sentosa, its ALL CONSTruction for the R&R.. wahliao sad.. luckily i go at nite.. so not so bad.. btw theres a star cruise which set sail. freaking cool ar. so damn huge.. reminds me of titanic.. Jack!! im FlyinG yucks disgusting

3) sad to say this,.,. i want to go club, haha night life.. i nvr been to a club or pub.. juz walk pass by it thats all.. would love to exprienced it..just by listening to my camp mates and friends talking about it makes me wanna try for even one night. haha but i dunt drink. GEt thaT to ur heaD!!!;)

4) i wanna visit my favourite bishan gym and meet my gym mates. i hvnt been saying hi and working out with them for about 2 months now.. kinda of miss them.

hmmm i think thats about all i wanna do b4 flying off. haha i will think more and post in here whenever i had stuffs to do in mind. well this list is written and hopefully will be join by loved ones family and friends. hopefully and no doubt about it, i will enjoyed my last few days in singapore.