Wake up in tHe morning with a wierd dream. here goes, im in school, break time in the canteen. found a bird, a small yellow parrot clipping on my hand and it flies. it was raining and it waited for me on a branch of a tree in the rain so that i can bring it home. AWWWW.. go back to class. teacher is teaching difficult maths. teacher ask me to bring towels 5 towels to be exact. i search in the whole school. and manage. munch something along the way and saw the principal. couldnt talk since my mouth is full. say bye. wanted to talk abt the schools progress. go back to class. then finish class and after that i dreamt abt AVATAR. wat the fcuk. right. crazy dream i have one.

okay tts all. hehe

BACk !!! hey guys and gals im back.. sorry for at absent. but gona blog regularly now. hehe

heyaa

hey there!,, well it seems so long since i blog anything. well life sofar have been busy filled with guilt, sorrow and at the same time happiness and joy too.

work took lotsa of toll on me. got ups and downs there. expectation is high and time is limited with so many hubbies to take care. is it fair? is it noble? why work so hard to earn that much? why when u help,ppl tend to think it is no enough?? there is so many question. i asked myself these. but when i woke in the morning to work, i always think safe for hubbies but sometimes under some cicumstances it wont allowed it. why?? they say a nurse is an angel! but why ppl dunt understand that we are humans.. we are not born from another human. not god. we have feelings and desires. we make mistake. we miscomunicate. and some ppl think it is so easy to be an angel.

yup crap abt it. anyway celebrate my 23 birthday wif some1 special and close. juz the 2 of us is enough. hehe u know who u are? love u so much. i treasure u.

i will do my best to update alrite. hehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR

well its belated lah. pls accept my apology coz i dunno why, i have been busy for nothing. neh busy with work and a new sport which i took. yes. haha update u guys soon. and my birthday is COMING!!!

MerRY XMAS everyone haha i cant wait to go to kim;s party!!! but sob im sad coz im working afternoon shift today.

SCM

Standard Chartered Marathon

last sunday is such a memoriable and one of the most experience moments in my life. other than school, army and worklife, this seperates everything. this day also make me realise lotsa of things about myself which i doubt it sometimes.

for those whom have not try running or wanna start, well i think you should. you will not regret it in the end. go and join marathons and theres lotsa of them coming up. for me, i never run to win however i want to challenge the impossibilities. My first 42km run and my ever first MARATHON. pls it is my first. from the begining i vow myself to train for this run and keep training untill the race day comes.

honestly i did spend quite a sum of money on seeing the podiatrist, Dr tye and buying 2 shoes, race and training shoe. did buy some other stuffs like pouch and medication. and i train hard at east coast, my running route from marsiling to yishun or bishan with kim and vince . hitting gyms to train my trunk and arms. everything means nothing now coz it is worth doing every single bit of it.

i could still remember 5 days before the race day, hanns told me to run a full km and let my body remember the pain. and i did. i hit 42km before the race day. the pain is so excruciating and i told myself i cant let my body take over me. i feel like crying and i scream in pain inside. when that happens, it start raining and im running in the rain. SObSOb.. my hamstrings and calf frozen like the ice. my body fill with heat. worst still i got to work the next day.

the race day comes. well WOW it is so damn crowded, all of us look like a colony of ants in birds eye view. haha will post the experience on the race day later with pics. hehe..

i would like to give my blessings to hanns, kimberly, vince and jai.. also for those whom support me in anyways. thanks yup thanks to my friends at work for wishing me good luck like Tini, kak sah, wani, izumi, aNNA and etc. well i did have an experience time of my life.

OMG SCM is juz a week more. and im trying my best to hit my 3/4 of 42km before the marathon. well im planing to run this friday morning at East Coast Park. haha if any of u guys gg there to run WELL c yaa man.. do come and drop to say hi to me..